This Happened to Me

I can’t stop thinking,
About the hell that I have been put though.
My heart races, my breathing stops.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

Something you hear about,
Statistics are displayed.
None of it can happen to me though.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

They say I am wrong,
They are blaming it on me.
I try to trust my friends, believe it was not my fault.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

Three assholes from hell came into my life.
Just to ruin my thinking, to make my world imperfect.
Nobody deserves the hell that they made.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

The degrading words you said to me.
No girl should be “showcased”, our bodies are a temple.
Our lives mean more than that.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

These breasts, these “nips”, these words from hell.
My back? What about me?
Why can’t my personality ever mean anything?
I can’t believe this happened to me.

Why do the worst things happen to the sweetest girls?
Two people have asked me that.
I often wonder the same thing.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

The dreams are terrible,
I dream of others being raped.
I am afraid of sleep; yet I don’t want to do anything but sleep.
I can’t believe this happened to me.

You said I was tight,
Well I wonder why, I ain’t a whore.
I don’t give myself away to just anyone.
I can’t believe you did this to me.

A girl in a carhart jacket,
I always wear a tee shirt and jeans,
What was so different about me on that awful night?
I can’t believe you did this to me.

I don’t want to be at school anymore,
I don’t want to go to class anymore.
I quit my quartet and trio, I can’t do it
I can’t believe you did this to me.

You need to realize what you have done,
My family’s pain and friend’s pain.
Most of all, my pain.
Why did you do this to me?

Now you say it was consensual,
Now you say I wasn’t even drunk.
You know you were wrong.
And yet you did this to me.

My emotions are completely unexplainable,
I get scared at the most random times.
I want you to realize what you have ruined.
Because you did this to me.

You are lucky the results came back negative,
You are lucky you only made me bleed.
The consequences would be worse.
I can’t believe you did this to me.

Why would I have random sex,
With three devils I just met?
I am not a whore; I am from a good family.
And still, you did this to me.

This life you forced on me is killing me.
But I’m not going to stop because you need to pay.
I hope you get your taste of hell and think of me,
It’s what you deserve for doing this to me.

-Anonymous

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